Good morning dear.. its the 7th.. another happy monthsary to u and me.
It still hurts bad. For dont know how many days straight i've still been dreaming about u.
My head hurts alot these days and im always dizzy feels like vomitting. Im trying my best to eat well.. still having problems sleeping. Still dont know when u will come back.
Im still longing to see your smile and feel the warmth of your hugs. How are u doing today have u eaten yet? Im at work and its been hard to work feels like half dead.
A day feels like a month. A month feels like a year without u. Hoping to see u again real soon. Are u thinking about me yet i hope u do. Now toilet calls so to be continued..
I wish i could move on but i still believe in us.. its not that simple and not that easy. I still want to fight for us. I know i love u im sure u do too. When will u be back home dear?
Today is rafiqs solemization kul 5 i should try to be happy. He and his sister is getting married on the same day.
I notice i've been losing weight. I need to do something about it i know. I will try to recover and i hope u will recover too. Dont let go because of the fights we had muu.. fights shld only make us stronger.
Im still waiting for u. Come back safe come back strong. Come back as my zizi poyo and not as velx ok.
Its true like how i expected. Weddings are supposed to be happy. But i felt sad. Really really sad. What can i do. Only keep hoping for the best. 💔
At least today ended off better than other days. We came to talking terms even though not that mesra. Yet its a good start. Don't know what the future holds but hopefully..things will get better.
Fad still loves ziana as of 7 jan 2017. Yes.. still..
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