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Did the thing i had to do. Talked to your dad. He gave the most straightforward words ever. Im not ready to be a husband and also a menantu.

Those were the truths i was looking for. He's right. And im sure u knew that. So im sorry for all that has happened this far. No wonder it wasnt easy for u to give chances.

Because i was still the problem. Now make the decision that u must. I have to bear with it and go on a journey to rebuild myself. I need to be better. Be it for u or for someone else.

I cant raise a family as i am. I realise that. I will do reflections upon myself and find peace. Hope u will be able to live a better life without me around. If we are fated we will meet again.

Its hurts baru sekejap tido i dreamt of being with u again. But a dream is just a dream. I will do my best to be strong. Till next time..insyallah..

The only one who destroyed me was myself. And the only one who can fix me best is myself too.

Muhammad fadhli bin mustafa should learn to love himself as of 11 jan 2017