Sunday, January 8, 2017

D-39

Today marks Rafiqs wedding ceremony. Met so many old friends. Somehow i managed to pull myself together. It was hard.. But i was happy for a friend. Im proud of myself for being able to do that.

How are u today? Is blackie still around? Look after blackie for me ok feed it well. Cats can't speak but im sure they know what we are feeling. Kujing here is recovering well.. Her wounds are closing up.

Somehow these days abubu is friendlier with me unlike before. Im sure she misses someone too. Last night i read afew articles on the internet about things. I guess somethings happen without a reason to others too. Some moved on.. While some got back together again and is living a happy life. Guess its better to look forward to better things rather than sulking around.




I saw some comments.. There were people who said that.. the grass isn't always greener on the other side. Well i want to do some shopping but others are busy today. Guess its self recovery alone time again.. Dont miss your meals ok..

So i bought a couple of stuff.. haishh koyak liao.. no shopping kaki 😭😭
Niwaes.. just glad that u are back home. Now that u are home.. get some recovery time with family before taking another step out in the world again.

Do the things that u must.. but nothing that is bad or improper ok.. they say a broken engagement is not the end. No matter how slim the chances are..its proven that the chances are real there are people who got back up and lived happy lives till then.

Another thing i read is that.. find someone to stand by when u are ready not when u are lonely. That applies to myself too.. i know im ready.. but only for norziana bte mohd hanifah. So that means im not ready for anyone else at the moment. But i'll be alright.. so keep that in mind too.. if lonely,dont get someone to be by your side.. u can always get me though *giggles* but nehh for now u'll be fine to right?



Take very good care of yourself. Fighting! Honestly i really would hope to be able to catch up once in awhile with u for breakfast/lunch/dinner/supper/slack/outings anytime anyday soon.. till then signing off for tonight..

Fad still loves Ziana as of 8 Jan 17.

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